Freedom o'clock?

"Students you must stop writing now. Put your question paper bla bla....."

10 seconds later.

"My apologies students. You have 3 more minutes".

There had to drama before my final (hopefully) paper in the university, of which i've spent 4 and a half years of my life studying something that, i never really had an interest in in the first place. But i stuck to it, mainly 'cause my ego won't let me quit halfway into the course. Little known fact: my parents did offer me a get-out-of-jail(engineering course) card after my first semester but i was like "No way. And be seen as a quitter?" Not on yer life.

So now here i am, hoping for the best. In truth the paper wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, but not to say i studied very hard for this paper also la. So it's 50-50. Some guys were pretty stressed out after the paper, so i'm kinda worried. Well, all i can do now is pray and pray and pray. Failing another paper would just be unthinkable. But then i'll be able to play basketball for the uni again. Hahaha.

*slaps self* Unthinkable!

Life's full of worrisome stuff, don't you think? Now that the finals are out of the way, i'll have to worry about the results, graduation and a job. I'm pretty tempted to take the Prai job (that is if i get it la) mainly 'cause it's the only job available to me right now. Granted, i've been picky in applying for jobs, but there are some pretty shiddy jobs on offer right now. And this coming from me. Mr Anything Goes-lah. I just want to earn money as soon as possible, even if it takes me far from home. I'm just trying to figure out what i can sacrifice, what i can't. And if there's anything worth staying for. A "wise" friend once said: "There are always reasons to leave, never any to stay". Which is kinda true now. What if i pass on something great? Or will i just be miserable in a new and foreign place just like i (kinda) was when i was in Melbourne?

Decisions decisions..

I'll have to think a whole lot more. But let's not get ahead of ourselves la. I still haven't passed through the final stage of the interview yet. Once they start asking technical questions i should just excuse myself to save me from embarassment. Right now i just want to focus on having a lil breather, some drinks, hanging out with the familiar and unfamiliar, and play me some basketball!

"Is it time? Is it freedom o'clock?"